Hi Laura:
It's understandable that you are uncomfortable shooting numbers under 100, but if you read the condos of some of the more experienced people here, you will see it happens every day. You have to get to know your kitty and what the insulin does and when. Of course, they are often unpredictable, but if you take plenty of tests at different times during the day, your spreadsheet will begin to show you their patterns. There's nothing wrong with doing a BCS (Big Chicken Shot) if you are unsure whether to shoot or not. Also, posting for help on the board will almost always get you good advice. The thing that makes the TRP work is consistency. You need to be shooting every twelve hours so that your kitty has regular cycles. Skipping a shot can have longer ranging effects than just that cycle, as you are seeing now. No one wants you to shoot if you are truly uncomfortable about it, but you should try to get more info under your belt and be prepared to handle the lower numbers so you can make informed decisions, which will help you be comfortable. Try not to panic at the high numbers. They don't mean you've failed or that you're endangering your kitty. You just have to work to bring them down again. You'll get there. Nothing about this is easy, but know that you are in the right place to get the best possible help and support. Take advantage of that! We're all here for you!!!! :YMHUG: