So objectively (I'm always lurking!) here's what I see - he spent a lot of time in green/yellow/blue earlier this month, was looking really good. He never technically earned a reduction but you were away those two days so there was a vacation dose. He seems to have not yet bounced back from that - and we know with both IAA and acro in the picture, the tumor can pulse and those antibodies can run away from you...and it takes some increases to get past those and back into good numbers. You've also got the pred confusing his liver and spitting out glucose. That said he's had some nice nighttime numbers in the mix!
I am in agreement that something went haywire during those two days. The issue, the big concern, the worry is that there is regrowth but that remains to be seen.
Regrowth is always possible, I'm not dismissing that. I sense your anxiety and your worries, but I think you have set the bar for yourself too high. Our cats are getting older, they have multiple conditions to try to balance that very often fight against each other...we can't expect to keep them in perfect health all the time, as much as we dearly wish we could. Worry about the things you CAN control - dose increases, medications, regular lab work, etc. The rest is just stress that just wears you down.
Mostly, it's the not knowing and worrying that my lack of knowledge might be working against him. If I've set the bar too high, it's because that's all I know. I didn't give up on Blue and now I won't give up on Eddie. I just don't know any other way. Blue and Eddie are different to be sure, but the lowest common denominator in the equation is me.
I know you also have Blue as a comparator, but draw the lines to humans as well. I have a sister with colitis, another with thyroid troubles, another with celiac, and so far the others are perfectly fine. Although it's the same gene pool, it just combines differently to make the individual.
I think perhaps your field of study may be complicating things for you?
Do you mean critical animal studies? I'm curious what you mean...
Mr Kitty currently has a cocktail of meds, all of which interfere with another med or condition he has. I realize I am often overly practical but I simply look at him overall. In my signature he looks like Franken-cat, but the cat in front of me is happy, zoom-y, and a little obnoxious lately due to thyroid. That is the best I can hope for at the moment.
It might not look like it but I am honestly looking at Eddie holistically, although they say the devil is in the details and this thing called TR has me in laser-focus mode. I'm not so fixated on AMPS and PMPS but have learned to see the relationship between TR and nadir but right now he's just not going down.
I feel we've been missing an "aha" moment for you in the sense of helping to alleviate worries and concerns. Is it that you're worried you'll miss something in all this that could have been treated/prevented? Or worried about the longer term implications of possible regrowth, etc?