ok.
i appreciate the help and support on this forum so much.. thank you. truly. its been a light for us.
but i made a judgment; since getting answers/help are delayed some of the time, understandably. however the time was passing, we cant wait. its also ultimately up to me, as is reiterated here also.. we’re so behind enough as it is w the schedule and have been trying to get back to an earlier one (which is why this is hard too ~ nadir is like the middle of the night rn…). im glad i had the nerve to give anything at all..
i reduced for this AM..



i know some arent gonna like it. gonna tell me i messed up. but we dont have the luxury over here of hauling off to the vet rn in case it were to go sideways because this whole thing can be unpredictable right at times (as we see..) and i am on my own treating and taking care of him. maybe someone can explain, but i know if i had left it, it would have gone way more down. it wasn’t even +3 yet. it was suggested use LC and let it show you how low it goes; isn’t that what happened yesterday?…. we been on this dose i think a few weeks now and all he eats is LC and things were looking pretty good prior.

made sure to write notes on everything.. on SS.. how much and when.
far as i can tell, seeing about the reduction then couldnt hurt. yesterday was wild!

i know w TR you only do it if you CATCH it under 50 on a test.. but what was i really supposed to do? wait it out and see? this is one thing that bothers me.. i dont want to let it get that low (?).

what if i can’t bring him back?

and we’re at the tale end of the scale… i mean, you can anticipate it going way lower cant you since it was 66 at ~ +2.5?.. how it works when its green all the time idk. how to get there. but since we’re not yet, and it was that early, and as low as that, i did what i thought was best.. i know the cycle to those who understand more than me, was nice. really glad to hear.. but ill be straight w u, it wasnt nice over here panicking over syrup and testing every 15 min….



seeing that number that early.
if this is part and parcel tho w TR.. sort of manipulating the lower numbers, etc.. bringing back from the brink, etc. ok. i need to know if someone can say.. but i cant be home all the time. im afraid.

and want him safe. what to do?.. reducing (trying..) seems right..

theres a lot going on rn in life that i have a lot to take care of and do also.. particularly since im in between things rn. its hard. and im trying to juggle this well too. but if THIS, instances of this, is part of it.. lmk. just.. it doesnt make sense to me having to bring him back w syrup and the dose is still an appropriate one, when prior he didnt need syrup.
and understand PS are less important than nadirs.. wondering if the lower PS had something to do w it too; but the other day was fine w a similar/same number. the nadir tho for him is usually +5, +6.. or later if not as active. not that early. and thats early in general from what i know (?)… maybe just needs less now. we see.
and ill reiterate this: i so appreciate the suggestions, but he he has sensitive stomach. everything has multiple proteins in it mostly.

what i know he can do is TURKEY. idk about others. tried some chicken treats and BMs looked weird; stopped and looked better. so prolly no chicken. which cancels a lot. may try again when have energy. will continue looking…. But w everything we have to do and keep track of, the syrup is the easiest thing to do rn…. of course having a food option is preferred. but idk of any.
i am very glad for this place.. i know again might not be happy. but.. doing our best.

needed to try. :/ any thoughts on what i posed above also appreciated.. ill say this: glad the PS was a bit high cuz idk what…. need break. but he does that after a few cycles of green anyway rn..

tho not always! hard to tell when gonna be active til its like an hour before.. not even..
