Sad - I thought it was remission but instead it's probably the Big C

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Hastings (GA) and Paula

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Hi from a lurker - I feel bad coming back just to update with sad news since I've been mostly a lurker since I adopted Hercule & Hastings last year and y'all set me up with info, but this forum has so much collected knowledge I rarely needed to ask a question - all the answers were just a search away!

I've had a fantastic time taking care of Hastings and we've bonded more than I thought possible in less than a year, but our time together is very, very likely to be coming to an end soon. I was optimistic because his BGs were dropping so fast (from 1.25u to 0.25u ProZinc in a month!) and his chronic loose stools had seemed to be clearing up. Then last Friday night (why oh why is it ALWAYS on a weekend?!) he developed severe abdominal ascites. A local vet clinic happened to have Saturday hours that weekend, so I took him in, and all initial signs point to lymphoma. There's some glimmer of hope it might be pancreatitis/triaditis because his lipase was abnormal, but a lot of stuff points to cancer and away from pancreatitis - he's the right age, with diabetes as a risk factor, had unexplained cytopenia when surrendered to the shelter, was not gaining weight despite eating massive amounts, the diarrhea, etc.

Anyways, he's home with me now with SQ fluids, gabapentin, appetite stimulants (cerenia and pepcid), and the finest kitty narcotics money can buy. He's still eating with enthusiasm and using the litterbox (I did have to kludge together a low-sided one from one of my shallow yarn bins, ha ha) but otherwise is mostly sleeping. He hasn't wanted to cuddle much but he's always positioning himself so he's right at my feet when I'm sitting down - trying to resist the urge to hug him tight, I know he knows he's safe and cared for.

If the cytology comes back negative for cancer, it doesn't actually rule it out but the vet I took him to said we can try some steriods as a Hail Mary just in case it is actually "just" pancreatitis/triaditis and see if it helps, but obviously that has risks in a diabetic kitty.

Anyways, no matter what happens, I'd made a promise to him to give him the best possible care in the time he had left when I adopted him and Hercule. I feel like I have done so, and this forum was a big, big part of that.

This is a pic of him that always makes me laugh when I see it in my camera roll. If I fits, I sits, even if my brother is already there!
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Little miracles happen all the time, maybe it's your turn.
If it gets that far I have a lot of experience with transdermal BUPE. It's great for cats that won't eat or hate oral meds. The dosage is always near the top of my profile, feel free to tag me anytime.
Safe journey Hastings :bighug:
 
Little miracles happen all the time, maybe it's your turn.
If it gets that far I have a lot of experience with transdermal BUPE. It's great for cats that won't eat or hate oral meds. The dosage is always near the top of my profile, feel free to tag me anytime.
Safe journey Hastings :bighug:

Thank you - we've got transmucosal buprenorphine - at first I was worried because pills/oral meds are the ONE medication route he's awful about (but IVs/SQ fluids/ultrasounds/xrays/the abdominal centesis? Total sweetie) but he's been fine with me slipping the syringe under his "chops" and squirting it along his gums. The gabapentin and pepcid are transdermal, but I've used transdermal Flagyl to clear up particularly bad diarrhea episodes with him in the past, and so he's used to it. (also used to me fooling with his ears thanks to all the testing!) The cerenia is SQ. (He tolerates it well despite the sting.)
 
Oh Paula, my heart is just breaking for both of you, he looks like such a sweetie.
You have given Hercules and Hastings the best possible care and so much love.
Sending you hugs and kisses for Hercules :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
 
You have given Hercules and Hastings the best possible care and so much love.
Sending you hugs and kisses for Hercules :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:

Thank you Diane, he is a total sweetie. He just loves everyone, and prior to this just wanted to be fussed over every waking moment. I adopted him knowing he'd been through the wringer health wise and I probably wouldn't have that long with him. It's hard explaining to people why I'm not a wreck right now because I HAVE bonded with him and my life was (happily!) scheduled around his sugar dance...but I never knew him as a young, healthy kitten like my previous cat (died in my arms after giving me 18.5 years) so the sadness is very different.

Like coming to the end of a story you've been enjoying every word of, even the scary parts. And now there's only a few pages left to read and I'm going to be sad I don't get to read more of the story but very happy I got to read it at all.

Sorry, I don't know if that makes any sense.
 
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