thank you everyone, I needed that.
Im just having a crappy few months. I am SO thankful Mimi made it out of ICU, but am still overwhelmed with the vet bill and worry if she gets sick again on any level, even am inexpensive one, how will I afford it.
Also, I have very little social life because I don't like to be gone from her for long, because I want to get tests, and two, because her time is 9:30 I don't go out because its just early enough and just late enough.. (I can't change it because my schedule makes me work till 8 or past some nights, and some days I leave for work at 9:30). I wish I worked 5 minutes from home. I do work only 15-20 but thats just long enough to make myself mad and possibly upset management for leaving. (I just have this feeling they'll think Im overdoing it and what I am doing is excessive because "their friends cat had diabetes and they never did the things I am doing and they turned out fine" blah blah blah. I might have to make up something just to get them to not ask questions- say she needs me to express her bladder mid-day, and I have to leave.
I could in the future try and do her shots at 8:30, but that means right after work I have to go home, and I sometimes like to do my grocery shopping, and Target runs around that time because its slower, and Im just not the kind of person to make special trips to do them.
My biggest thing, and I might post this in a separate condo on another forum is having someone else administer her shot, and test her BG, fill her auto feeder, and basically "be me" for even a couple of nights. I have tons of airline miles that I was about to use, then mimi got sick, and I put everything on hold. Just small trips like seeing my best friends in Denver, Colorado for a few days, or I used to live in San Diego and haven't been back in 7 years (sh..t) I haven't been on ANY trips in 3 years, or longer.
I really don't do a lot for myself, I am too worried and concerned with Mimi and Batmans well being, even more than my own at times.
How do you guys work with caregivers? what if the cat poses an "active cycle" and they need to hang around there to test for a while, and do all the things we do when they are dipping too low. I feel silly asking someone to just "live in my house while I am gone" .
Or other fears are "will they be able to get a BG reading? Will Mimi trust them to take it or will she be scared? Are they going to know how to give a proper subq shot and not a fur shot?" If something happened to mimi while I was away on these little "vacations" I so long to take, I will never forgive myself...
I don't even want to move because I don't want her to get stressed.
Why are cats so easily stressed? I wonder why biologically. Is it because they are always on edge because they are always looking for "prey"
What instinct makes them that way?
If you got this far down, thank you for listening to my incessant rambling.