Thanks guys - believe me I AM quite literally NOT stopping here... To give you an idea of time line of today...
7.30am Up (little later than normal cos of falling asleep downstairs last night and cracking headache)
8-10am - Coffee, sort cats out, tidy house - hoover so as not to have to do it this weekend and upset Ches, put washing on before I have no underwear!
10.00am Do horses - rugs, feed...
10.45am Tidy myself up to go down to vets
11.30am Pick up Ches
12.15pm Pick up mom en route to baby sit Ches while I go get fluids (previous fluids I had lined up didn't turn up thanks to Royal Fail even tho I was up till
4am on Friday organising it.
I then got Ches home and settled...
1.30pm Head to Derby (about 45 mins from me) to meet up with someone to get fluids... and potassium... (nigh on impossible to find!)
6.00pm Get home (no lunch or brekkie by now) Mom tried to feed me - not hungry...
Had a bit of time with Ches in the garden as mom hadn't had the confidence to let him out - I kinda thought that was important for him to have a bit
of outside time - lie in the grass, catch that mouse... ya know - cat who's been in HOSPITAL for a week, kinda stuff.
7.30pm Tried to sort horses out - feed, rugs, check etc... Talk to a VET and others who were trying to help me at the time
8.00pm Confirming the dose with the VET I've been chatting to to confirm dose. Instructions on packet say 1 thing, Instructions on history / convo from
HOSPITAL vet were different... Dose had been INCREASED. I spotted that because at this point I am still semi functioning...
8.30pm Go and finish jobs with horses I didn't get finished.
9.00pm Take mom home - 15 mins away in car
9.30pm Get home.
Sort cats out etc.
From then till now (3.39am Sunday Morning!!!) I have NOT stopped. I was checking in with people re Ches etc... Finally get to sit down to watch the video that
@TempestsMum kindly sent me of how to administer sub Q's. Chatting to Clare from the CKD forum who was trying to help me with the sub Q fluids. I started replying here while some ANGELS were on their way from Derby 3/4 hour away because they were checking if I was ok. I was struggling...
I started replying here because I had finally got time to sit down and get to my pc - to find some horrific, hurtful, incredibly painful comments which have just compounded an horrific past 48 hours.
3.44am The ANGELS that provided me with the Sub q's and the potassium have not long left.
I am so hurt and utterly devastated by the comments on here...
"yes. would you eat a can of spam after a game? -
erm actually, because I have been so OBSERVANT I noticed he wasn't eating and was concerned about his hydration!!!
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ranitidine
is in antacid? You have to be very carefully with dose. Little does it...
DOSE as per the vet - as detailed in pm. .5ml - I even asked around to find out if I could give any more etc
What is the anti nausea med he is given? The ingredient list is like?.. -
Again - Ranitidine
AND THE MOST IMPORTANT - WHAT IS THE CURRENT BG, THE INSULIN TYPE, THE DOSE? -
After today and given he'd only been off fluids since 11.30 and I was chasing round like a mad woman to get stuff for Ches - ON A BANK HOLIDAY.... I even phoned the vet twice to try to get the time they were injecting him cos they hadn't confirmed that on discharge... I DIDNT check his bg.. I think by that time we had all been thru enough! Tomorrow we start again with BG testing - 8am...
The last entry in the SS is from August 20 - please, please update, we MUST see the current situation.
He's been in the vets since SUNDAY 20th!!!
I know you are tired.But without the current data we are not able to help with the dose - and the he MUST HAVE PROPERLY MEASURED insulin.
Yes because I'd give him a random dose for the fun of it!
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He is quiet and lying out in the lounge. I am tempted to camp down here tonight so he can at least roam around if he wants to rather than be cooped up (for his health, other than anything other)
I am sorry if I am pushing too much but if you are serious about nursing him back to health then you must know it is a very intense proposition. Camp together as much as you like but please take his BG, record & post, make sure that he gets enough food - record and post, give him SQf - record and post.
utterly devastated by this!!!
I apologize for being such a hard pusher but it was my understanding that you were taking him home to nurse, not to provide cozy hours before PTS. Was I wrong? -
WTAF?????!!!!!!
If I was not wrong I really need to see the BG data and the insulin dosage as of right now. -
I am struggling to keep a civil tongue in my mouth - I am shaking with exhaustion, nerves, shock, worry, lack of food cos I've lost my appetite...
Nope, because £2,000 of a vets bill shows no commitment whatsoever.
Trawling and posting on FB to try to get fluids until 4am in the morning shows not commitment.
Feeling the need to justify myself and my actions when I haven't stopped and Tara has been kind enough to try to fill you guys in as best she could...
Im sorry I couldn't sit by my pc, updating you all, but you know, I have been doing the job I COMMITTED to do on 13th of August when I welcomed Chester into my home.
Its now 4am Sunday morning. I think I'll try and get some sleep before I have to get up to give him his shot at 8am.
O and I cant find one of my cats - they are house cats... I just hope she haven't slipped out.
Thank you to all the people who have been supportive and kind. Most of you guys have just been amazing and have provided support when I have been close to falling apart... Those dark times when all I have wanted to do is curl up in a corner and rock...
I cant apologise if this offends, but you have just crushed me totally!



