1/8 Osha PMPS 264 +2 202 +3 156

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Good morning all.

I didn't post yesterday because I was feeling pretty discouraged and today isn't any better. I try not to let her numbers affect my mood, but clearly I haven't found a way to do that yet. This dose just isn't working for her.

These darn cold temps don't help my mood either. Right now the windchill is -1. The only good thing about that is it turns Osha into a super snuggle bug.

My 14 year old car also failed the state inspection so the stress just keeps piling on.

I am also feeling a bit lonely lately.

I really need to shake off these blue feelings.

Thanks for listening to me whine.

I hope everyone has a nice Sunday.

Amanda and Kitty Osha, The Empress
 
I hope you can find a good movie, a piece of cake or something to make you feel a bit better. It's nice that Miss Osha snuggles with you! Hope your Mom is doing better. Sending lots of :bighug::bighug::bighug:
 
All those horrible things and feelings will pass. It's ok to feel those feelings just face them and they will go away. Sometimes that is easier said than done. Sending :bighug::bighug::bighug: to you!!!!
I like Karen's idea we all should get together and eat junk food and watch movies :p:p:p:p and forget everything else.
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:bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug: Promise tomorrow will be BETTER!!!!!!!
 
Oh Osha, an Empress should wear green!
You can whine any time Amanda; we're hear to listen and we totally get it. I'm doing a bit of whining myself lately :rolleyes:
 
we are all affected by our kitties numbers... so you are not alone there... you sound like you need some sun big time!! maybe a little vitamin d could help with the no sunshine blues... sending you hugs and prayers and you were missed yesterday :bighug::bighug::bighug:
 
Thanks everyone.

I think I should take Osha back up to 3.5u tonight. Any thoughts?
 
I have zero experience with all of this as I am a total newbie but just wanted to say that you must be exhausted. I can see that you are doing lots of tests and must be into the wee hours to get those tests after PMPS.
Fatigue makes everything worse. Hoping you can get some rest!
 
Sorry about your crappy day, Amanda. Sleep deprivation and high numbers make it really hard to even get out of bed sometimes. I definitely like all of the suggestions that other people had. Just take a day off and treat yourself to some junk food, a good movie and some kitty snuggles on the couch. It sounds like that perfect day to stay inside anyways.

And you can whine here any time. Sending you lots of hugs and good thoughts :bighug::bighug::bighug:
 
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I am feeling much the same way today. Kicking myself for the 0.75u shot on Friday (hind site, yada, yada).

What do you say we throw the two of them in a room together and I'll make some brownies and watch that movie @Mandarin'sMom mentioned?


Here, maybe this will make you smile, with our obsession we all have with our furry friends poo.
 
LizzieInTexas said:
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I am feeling much the same way today. Kicking myself for the 0.75u shot on Friday (hind site, yada, yada).

What do you say we throw the two of them in a room together and I'll make some brownies and watch that movie @Mandarin'sMom mentioned?


Here, maybe this will make you smile, with our obsession we all have with our furry friends poo.
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Sounds like a good plan Lizzie. :bighug::bighug:

Haha! That video is too funny. :cat:
 
Amanda, I so get the blue feelings as it is hard enough to just deal with the FD stuff and not also the financial stuff, sick mom, divorce etc

I have been experiencing the same sort of feeing as my son, ( the one who has a grandson on my BD) is not speaking to me and won't let me see my grandson . I have only seen him once and that was when he was 9 days old and he is coming up four months old It's a long twisted story but the bottom line is my heart is breaking and he won't accept my apologizes ( even though I didn't do anything) It interrupts my sleep and I think about it all the time. I decided today that I can only control me and no one else so, I made a mental list of the things I can control, ie start exercising again, lose some weight, read more, etc It empowered me some to take my thoughts in a different direction. Maybe that could help you too .

Sending hugs :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
 
Bobbie And Bubba said:
Amanda, I so get the blue feelings as it is hard enough to just deal with the FD stuff and not also the financial stuff, sick mom, divorce etc

I have been experiencing the same sort of feeing as my son, ( the one who has a grandson on my BD) is not speaking to me and won't let me see my grandson . I have only seen him once and that was when he was 9 days old and he is coming up four months old It's a long twisted story but the bottom line is my heart is breaking and he won't accept my apologizes ( even though I didn't do anything) It interrupts my sleep and I think about it all the time. I decided today that I can only control me and no one else so, I made a mental list of the things I can control, ie start exercising again, lose some weight, read more, etc It empowered me some to take my thoughts in a different direction. Maybe that could help you too .

Sending hugs :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:
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Oh my goodness Bobbie. That story is just heart breaking. :bighug::bighug::bighug: I really hope your son comes around soon and lets you see your grandson. I can't even imagine how hard this must be. :(:(

Everything is just so overwhelming. I wonder sometimes if I am doing all I can or if I just start to shut down when it all becomes too much. The unexpected car expense really threw me for a loop. I am not making ends meet and it's scary sometimes. I guess that's why right now, I feel it would be nice to have someone just hold my hand. (it's been 6 years since that has happened)

I am taking things a day at a time and I will try my best to make tomorrow a better day.
 
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Oh my goodness Bobbie. That story is just heart breaking. :bighug::bighug::bighug: I really hope your son comes around soon and lets you see your grandson. I can't even imagine how hard this must be. :(:(

Everything is just so overwhelming. I wonder sometimes if I am doing all I can or if I just start to shut down when it all becomes too much. The unexpected car expense really threw me for a loop. I am not making ends meet and it's scary sometimes. I guess that's why right now, I feel it would be nice to have someone just hold my hand. (it's been 6 years since that has happened)

I am taking things a day at a time and I will try my best to make tomorrow a better day.
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Oh Amanda, being divorced before, I do so remember how hard it is and how lonely it can be. Is there a group that you could join ( I know it won't be a ski team, lol ) something that you are interested in and a good way to meet like minded people so you can meet someone? When I was working, one of the gals I worked with set me up with my husband . Tell people that you know that you are ready to start dating . And then things happen. Fingers and paws crossed. :bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug::bighug:

As far as the car expense goes ,Take the amount of the repair and divide it by 12 and if it is a lot less than a car payment a month would be for a year, repair the car. I drove my Toyota Corolla for 15 years and that was my "cut it loose standard"
 
Yeah, the FD business sometime is just the little drop making things fall down. Understand
the feel, could write a book on it. What's happening is that you mind are set in a spinning
tornado in witch you're stock in. In one way or another you got to find a breach to get out
of it and start breathing again. You'll be cached up into it pretty fast but at least you would
have sometime taking some fresh air. Seek around for this cord you can grab to get out.

Went out this week-end to shoot and it helped. When I can't I grab my cell and play a game
where I set my mind into.

Do you have some artistic mind Amanda ? You could just do something as banal as drawing,
starting with an house, adding trees, clouds, sun.... Sounds stupid, isn't it ? Could be but
while you're going back child age you disconnect.

Who knows, this could bring you in a artistic career bringing a private vet with in house
lab and 24/7 monitoring ! :)

Keep on, it's hard but feasible. Look around for a cord you could grab, you'll find one
I'm sure.

For you Osha, slow down the tornado and bring up sun into my friend's life !

Good night Amanda

Sébastien
 
Amanda, I'm sorry things are so stressful right now. We all have days like that. I hope tomorrow will be better. Sending prayers. :bighug::bighug::bighug:
 
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