In exactly the same situation! She got run over when she was about 3 but my mum paid for that, and I got her from the RSPCA so had a voucher to take her back to be spayed when she was a young 'un, so really not cost that much...the rent has not been paid yet though

I think because I agreed to everything the vet just kept on going! That's why I'm thinking of changing - it's a massive practice with branches opening up all over Norfolk so I guess they're making money hand over fist. I'm in the wrong job! I just need to find one that's slightly more sympathetic I guess. Was sposed to take her back tomorrow for another Fructosamine test as home testing was not perceived as an option...until I found a group on FB that was great and redirected me to here as well, so cancelled that! (Then panicked a bit!) But now I know I'm okay. Just did her levels after +3.5 PM shot (is that right) and 241. Huzzah!! Sleep for me tonight then!!
People annoy me when they say 'Would have been cheaper to put her down'. Is it wrong to think I want to have them put down?!

If she was in pain or anything else that caused her distress I wouldn't hesitate, because I love her! But if I can take a few years to keep her with me, and have my cuddles, then I'll do it, whatever it costs! Who needs a holiday anyway?!