Whitney and Jonas
Member Since 2020
Hello! I hope everyone has been well. It's been a long time for me; caring for my mom and keeping up with my job has been a lot and I haven't had the time to keep up with the forums. Jonas is doing well, though has had some struggles with pancreatitis lately - but he's recovering well from his most recent flareup 
I wanted to ask some opinions about the FVRCP vaccine. I know this can be a divisive issue but I am really struggling lately. To summarize things as neatly as possible:
None of my mom and I's cats are UTD on their FVRCP shots. They're all rescues and were presumably vaccinated as kittens and again before we adopted them. Jonas and our second oldest kitty both at least had some annual shots, but the second oldest kitty, my mom's cat Martin, had a bad reaction to one (not sure if FVRCP or rabies) and our vet at the time said that since they're all 100% inside, it really wasn't that big of a deal. We haven't gotten annual vaccines since then and it's never been an issue for years.
Flash forward to about a month ago, when a local ER vet put out an urgent post that was covered by a news station about a breakout of panleukopenia in my area of the US, the likes of which have not been seen in years. It has had me terrified ever since, since I learned that humans could carry it in on shoes, clothing, etc. I've bought Rescue and I sanitize my shoes whenever I enter the house now, but nothing is easing my fears. I can barely sleep anymore, it's hard to focus on work, my panic disorder that I've had under control for a while now is worsening drastically and I'm having panic attacks again. I have a nightmare scenario in my head that one of the cats will get panleuk and spread it to the other cats and I will lose all 7 of them and end my own life out of grief and guilt. I cannot get this entire scenario out of my head and I am making myself crazy.
I do care for some feral/stray cats in my area. A couple of them tragically passed away over the recent months which has added to my anxiety, but I have no way of proving what caused it. A yearish old male in May seemed to have more URI type symptoms but the other more recent one seemed healthy, but was older and our weather has been unbearably hot some days. But two mama cats who a local foster helped me TNR were perfectly healthy, as were the 8 kittens between them. I know panleuk hits kittens especially hard so I would have thought they would have been the first to succumb if it were in my immediate area. Some additional kittens sadly did not make it, but it was in the first few hours and days of life when they were very fragile, no one ever seemed sick.
I thought the best route would be to get my cats all, or at least most of them (maybe not Jonas due to being diabetic + elderly and my mom's cat who had a bad reaction), UTD on vaccines. But of course I reverted back to consulting with Google, and now I see many of the controversy about vaccines, and I'm scared the other way now. I had made appointments as of this morning but now I'm wondering if I should cancel, but then my panleuk fears won't stop. I've seen some suggest that the kitten FVRCP shots provide lifelong immunity, but the owner they spoke to in the local story stated that their cat was overdue for vaccination, so I'm terrified. But I'm also terrified of sarcomas, and everything else I've read, especially since I lost my first cat to CKD.
Does anyone have any advice, or any assurance at all? I seriously feel like I'm not even living life anymore. I'm petrified every day and can't enjoy hobbies or even get my job done, and I really can't afford to be this way at work.
Thank you so much for any help/advice/reassurance.
Blessings,
Whitney
I wanted to ask some opinions about the FVRCP vaccine. I know this can be a divisive issue but I am really struggling lately. To summarize things as neatly as possible:
None of my mom and I's cats are UTD on their FVRCP shots. They're all rescues and were presumably vaccinated as kittens and again before we adopted them. Jonas and our second oldest kitty both at least had some annual shots, but the second oldest kitty, my mom's cat Martin, had a bad reaction to one (not sure if FVRCP or rabies) and our vet at the time said that since they're all 100% inside, it really wasn't that big of a deal. We haven't gotten annual vaccines since then and it's never been an issue for years.
Flash forward to about a month ago, when a local ER vet put out an urgent post that was covered by a news station about a breakout of panleukopenia in my area of the US, the likes of which have not been seen in years. It has had me terrified ever since, since I learned that humans could carry it in on shoes, clothing, etc. I've bought Rescue and I sanitize my shoes whenever I enter the house now, but nothing is easing my fears. I can barely sleep anymore, it's hard to focus on work, my panic disorder that I've had under control for a while now is worsening drastically and I'm having panic attacks again. I have a nightmare scenario in my head that one of the cats will get panleuk and spread it to the other cats and I will lose all 7 of them and end my own life out of grief and guilt. I cannot get this entire scenario out of my head and I am making myself crazy.
I do care for some feral/stray cats in my area. A couple of them tragically passed away over the recent months which has added to my anxiety, but I have no way of proving what caused it. A yearish old male in May seemed to have more URI type symptoms but the other more recent one seemed healthy, but was older and our weather has been unbearably hot some days. But two mama cats who a local foster helped me TNR were perfectly healthy, as were the 8 kittens between them. I know panleuk hits kittens especially hard so I would have thought they would have been the first to succumb if it were in my immediate area. Some additional kittens sadly did not make it, but it was in the first few hours and days of life when they were very fragile, no one ever seemed sick.
I thought the best route would be to get my cats all, or at least most of them (maybe not Jonas due to being diabetic + elderly and my mom's cat who had a bad reaction), UTD on vaccines. But of course I reverted back to consulting with Google, and now I see many of the controversy about vaccines, and I'm scared the other way now. I had made appointments as of this morning but now I'm wondering if I should cancel, but then my panleuk fears won't stop. I've seen some suggest that the kitten FVRCP shots provide lifelong immunity, but the owner they spoke to in the local story stated that their cat was overdue for vaccination, so I'm terrified. But I'm also terrified of sarcomas, and everything else I've read, especially since I lost my first cat to CKD.
Does anyone have any advice, or any assurance at all? I seriously feel like I'm not even living life anymore. I'm petrified every day and can't enjoy hobbies or even get my job done, and I really can't afford to be this way at work.
Thank you so much for any help/advice/reassurance.
Blessings,
Whitney