I took my little boy, Cid, to our normal vet in November cus he was losing a lot of weight. Dr said he's old, feed him what he'll eat and sent us on our way. Today I took him to another vet. He's been drinking a lot and now he won't eat much more than the gravy off his food. The vet did blood work and I'll hear in the morning the results. Last night, Cid just laid on me and looked at me with this sad face and purred. I felt he was saying goodbye and was afraid he would be gone when I woke up. He wasn't so I took him to the vet. I think he is diabetic but I don't know if I can deal with the shots every day. I have 2 children, ages 15 months and 5 years. Our lives are hectic and often we just go on vaction, to visit grandparents, etc and end up staying longer than we intended. I don't know if I can care for him but I"m already crying afraid I"m going to lose him. Part of me says let him stop suffering. Part of me wants to know what is causing it. The doc said it's either diabetes or kidney failure. My heart aches seeing him this way. He is an indoor/outdoor cat and I have placed him in our garage because his litter box is too smelly now to keep him indoors. He will use it but it will stink up the entire house after just one use. I hate keeping him pinned up like that but I dont' want him to go off and die. Can anyone relate to me? Help me sort through my thoughts? I don't know what the results are yet and even so, I don't know what I would do either way. I need advise and I need understanding. I have a family to think of first but this cat has been my family when I had no other family. Granted he is about 11 years old so it may be time for him to go. Right now I"m just waiting to see what the results say and/or what God does. He has lost a significant amount of wt in the last 4 months, he nibbles now, drinks lots of water and doesn't groom himself. His coat is oily and greasy looking now. Waiting stinks.................