arthur-kitty
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Long time without an update here. My partner has been one the primarily taking care of Arthur as I started a new job with a long commute, so I'm gone 11-13 hours a day 5 days a week. I am a fairly young adult and both of my abusive parents died this year, so I've been having a bit of a hard time. I mention this because I know many here will be disappointed or upset that his dose hasn't been increasing as much as it likely should have or at the lack of glucose curves, so I'm just asking for gentleness right now.
With both my partner and I making more money we have switched over to using the Alphatrak for the accuracy. We have discovered something we don't know to remedy that is causing me to consider pausing the tests.
Arthur is having a lot of anxiety surrounding tests, and what has happened is that all of the numbers are extremely high due to this. Hissing, hiding under the bed, and generally becoming more and more resistant to primarily the ear pricks but also the shots. Occasionally we will test and for whatever reason he doesn't panic - and his numbers are more normal. The value of these tests when I'm affecting his mental health so severely and his stress artificially inflating these numbers to the point that they feel absolutely useless. I've noticed the pattern of when he is not fighting the test - we get a more normal reading.
I think for a week or so we are going to stop doing the ear pricks to allow him to start trusting us again and not fearing us. Then going to start rebuilding his trust and really working on how we can make him feel safe again. I love him so much, and my partner and I have been extremely gentle and loving towards him. I think he is just confused as to why his people are "poking" him. If I keep testing him in this state I'm afraid that those artificially high numbers will lead to an inappropriately high dose of insulin.
With both my partner and I making more money we have switched over to using the Alphatrak for the accuracy. We have discovered something we don't know to remedy that is causing me to consider pausing the tests.
Arthur is having a lot of anxiety surrounding tests, and what has happened is that all of the numbers are extremely high due to this. Hissing, hiding under the bed, and generally becoming more and more resistant to primarily the ear pricks but also the shots. Occasionally we will test and for whatever reason he doesn't panic - and his numbers are more normal. The value of these tests when I'm affecting his mental health so severely and his stress artificially inflating these numbers to the point that they feel absolutely useless. I've noticed the pattern of when he is not fighting the test - we get a more normal reading.
I think for a week or so we are going to stop doing the ear pricks to allow him to start trusting us again and not fearing us. Then going to start rebuilding his trust and really working on how we can make him feel safe again. I love him so much, and my partner and I have been extremely gentle and loving towards him. I think he is just confused as to why his people are "poking" him. If I keep testing him in this state I'm afraid that those artificially high numbers will lead to an inappropriately high dose of insulin.