Renegaderem+Dainty
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Well, after nearly two years of twice daily shots, testing and many a tear. Dainty is without insulin. It has been five days now of numbers under 100. I thought perhaps my meter had gone awry but after control testing it, it appears to still be working. This has actually brought up more questions. What do I do now? I've gotten so used to the idea of forever following the prescribed routine I'm not sure what happens next. How long will this last? Is there anything new I need to do? Should I still test daily? If she goes back to being diabetic, will it be a gradual rise in numbers or a sudden surge? i feel like I should be sighing in relief but I actually feel more anxious now. Isn't life funny? Back when she was diagnosed in 2010. I would have done anything for "normal" numbers, now I'm worried its the calm before the storm or some other silly notion. I guess I just got used to the regularity/predictability of it all.