Tammy I am so happy to hear you are feeling more confident. Sometimes it just seems daunting, so much to learn, the health of this precious little life in your hands, (the drama side of me

). It will get a little more comfortable each day, a new responsibility. Trust me the rewards of watching your cat improve out weigh the fear of not getting everything right. There will be good days and then days that Charlie will seem to be going backwards. Eventually you will be able to be okay with even that knowing his numbers will get back to going in the right direction. I am so sorry for the loss of your mother-in-law. The comparison was not too much in my mind, on some level part of her lives on through Charlie. Not everyone can understand that Dolly is as precious as a person to me in many ways. I care for her in ways my family does not understand. The loss of sleep, pre coronavirus, cancelled plans because her numbers were too low, things like that. Not to mention the expense

, I won’t even add it up anymore. I have to be reminded all the time that I will make wrong decisions, make mistakes. It’s a tricky disease. I am here for a chat but not for any health related decisions. I don’t have the knowledge or the experience. You may lose a lot of sleep, one of the hardest things for me. I’m not a nap person. Just reach out any time of day but make sure you put the right prefix on your thread title. There is always someone around 24 hours a day to help you. It took me time to figure all that out as well

. It’s time to go talk to my Dolly and start dinner. I hope I’ve made sense and not too many typos. You and Charlie and all the rest of your family have a good night. Chat soon.


