Thank you, I really appreciate your words!
I wish I had endless pockets, but money is part of the issue, on top of not waning to pull it too far with Mavericks fragile body. We spent around $13,000 on vet bills the past 1.5 month and the ER vet that will do the fluids if so run an average of $1300/24h. Last time when they wanted to transfer him to the internal specialist, they asked for $850 deposit that would cover a consultation, and all this is already before the deeper diagnostics such as biopsy and continues ultrasound and blood work, and potential chemo is added. It's unfortunate we don't have insurance on him, and that vet care is so outrageous expensive here. Depending on how he'll do overnight I may call around to check internalists openings and charges tomorrow to get an better idea of things. We definitely been living day by day here since our boy got sick and I can't tell you how much we value the extra time we gotten with him, especially my 2 year old son that love Maverick so deeply and purely.