Lucy has flown free.

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mariko

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Lucy is gone.
She has flown free.

Thank you very much everyone for helping me help Lucy pass peacefully.
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Today, we felt we were surrounded by so much love.
I am sure from our LL family. And we felt peaceful. Thank you very much.
The last hour, I hugged Lucy and she rested her face on my face.
No words, as I have had almost 5 days to say everything I wanted to say, we just held close to each other, basking in each other's love.
I couldn't have asked for a better last hour.

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The vet has been Lucy's doctor for over 10 years, and knew her very well, and she was very respectful to Lucy and kind to me.
She explained different ways, and knowing how Lucy always hated being stuff done to her, she suggested they give her a very strong sedative first, and then put the catheter in her.
She said Lucy would be pretty much unconscious before the final injection is given, but this way she won't get upset at her final moment, and asked if I thought that was the best too.
I told her I've had a lot of time to say everything I wanted to to tell her, and that we were ready, and said yes I thought that was the best way for Lucy.

Right before the sedation was given, I gave her some cream, which she drank heartily.
And after that it happened quickly and Lucy went very peacefully, just like how I wanted her to go.

I'd like to put up a proper tribute for Lucy sometime soon.
Today, I wanted to let you know how peacefully Lucy went, and how grateful I am for your help.

Fly free, my sweet Lucy.
I love you so much and I will always love you.
Thank you very much for being my girl, and know how grateful I am that you stayed with me as long as you could.
 
I am so sorry Lucy is gone, but glad it was a peaceful passing. (((((((Mariko))))))) :cry:
 
((((Mariko)))) (((Ginger))))

I will look for the new star in the sky tonight. Fly free sweet Lucy and let your mommabean know when you've made it safely to the Bridge.
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{{{{Mariko}}}}

You have the most amazing angel watching over you now.

Fly free, sweet sweet Lucy and may you be at peace with no pain.


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I hope Lucy's love will be felt by you until you meet again. Fly free sweet Lucy. I'm thankful that her passing was peaceful.
 
(((((Mariko)))))

You have done so incredibly well by Lucy. You managed all of her health issues with grace, finesse, and love -- and she knew just how much you cared about her and for her. You are the best mom! I hope Lucy sends you a rainbow to let you know she's at the Bridge.

Fly free Lucy and land softly. There are many of our LL kitties who will greet you and keep you safe and happy until you are reunited with the one you love best.
 
(((Mariko)))
Fly free, sweet Lucy.
How thoughtful of you to give her some cream. You are a wonderful mama bean.
Sending peace to you and Ginger.
 
'Oh Mariko. Know that you were a wonderful mama to Lucy. Your love for her is beautiful.

Sending hugs.
 
(((Mariko & Ginger)))
I am so very grateful that Lucy had a good and peaceful crossing. She was so very lucky to have such a wonderful mamabean, and now heaven's sweet angel will be watching over her amazing family.
Fly free sweetest Lucy. Land softly and please send your mama a sign when you can.
Hugs, prayers and love to you Mariko and Ginger.
 
((((((Mariko and Ginger)))))) I love the picture! And I love the visual of her lapping up the cream ... I can't imagine any better way for her to cross the bridge- Tonight when you hug Ginger close to you, may you both be surrounded by the peace and solace that comes from knowing that you did everything humanly possible for Lucy! Fly Free Sweet Little Lucy - you were loved so much! :YMHUG: :YMHUG:
 
In the end, all we can ask is to leave this world surrounded by warmth and tenderness and love. You gave Lucy that a million times over. We should all be so blessed when our time comes. Thank you for sharing her, and your heart, with us. My thoughts are with you and yours.
 
((((Mariko)))) What a beautiful picture. Thank you so much for sharing Lucy with us the last many months and days and especially today. We've all loved her.....nowhere near as much as you.....but we've loved her and prayed for her. We've watched you set an amazing example of love, compassion, and caregiving. I am so happy that you and Lucy had these last days together but especially the last few hours. I know in my heart that she knew the depth of your love for her. We all weep with you because your best friend will no longer be with you physically. But she will always be with you in spirit and in your heart.

Fly free, sweet, amazing Lucy.

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The Ridge by Carol Notermann

It’s been such a lovely summer, I’ve been napping in the sun.
This morning, other cats and I enjoyed a long long run.
We chased butterflies together. I climbed high into a tree.
And now I think what woke me up was that small bumble bee.

I’ve yawned and stretched, and still I feel that something has begun.
He’s standing there in robes of white, and telling me to come.
I always run to Him you know, when He comes across the bridge
To see if we’re all having fun and if we’ve checked the ridge.

He gives tummy rubs to all of us and pets and cuddles too
I’m glad to see Him every day, when He comes into view.
Each day He takes a different cat, and chats with them a while
Then off that kitty starts to run. I swear they seem to smile.

But now He’s stopped in front of me. He’s said a name I know.
He said to look out towards the ridge. The sun is setting low.
I start to walk out toward the ridge, and then what’s that I see.
IT’S YOU! IT’S YOU! It’s really you. You’ve come to be with me!

My goodness you are running and I am running too!
You stop to bend, but I can jump and now I am with you.
I feel your kisses on my head, as I did in long off days
You’re holding me and hugging me, and into your eyes I gaze.

And now He’s walking with us, as you carry me once more
We’ve crossed Rainbow Bridge together. We’re here at Heaven’s door.
And He has held it open, and told us to walk through
That from now on and forever, I can always be with you.
 
Mariko, I am so sorry for your loss of Lucy.. she was a special girl, and you were a wonderful mother to her. ... May you meet again, surrounded by the love and kindness that you gave to each other in this life. cat_pet_icon
 
{{{Mariko}}}

What a beautiful send off you gave to your beloved Lucy. I can't imagine a more peaceful, loving crossing. You are a very special person and I know Lucy will be watching over you and Ginger from the bridge. I hope the two of you will take comfort in each other in the days to come.

Fly free, sweet Lucy,and land softly. o:-)
 
(((Mariko))) Sending prayers of strength and comfort to you and Ginger. You have been such an amazing mamabean and there's not doubt in my mind that Lucy knew how loved she was.

Fly free, sweet Lucy and land softly at the Bridge. Don't forget to send your mama a sign or two every once in a while. She's missing you lots.
 
((((((Mariko))))))
Lucy will always be a part of you. Your connection with her won't just go away; it's too strong to fade.
Thank you for sharing the picture of the two of you. So lovely.
Please take care of yourself as your heart heals.
Sending you so much love, and Ginger, too.

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Fly free, beloved LucyGirl ♥♥♥
 
I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet Lucy. What a beautiful send-off you gave her and how fortunate she was to be so loved.

Big hugs,

Libby (& Hershey, too!)
 
((((Mariko)))) I've been thinking about you all weekend and crying. I'm so, so sorry for all the heart pain this causes. I'm so glad that you got to spend such good quality loving time together this week and that you had a peaceful goodbye today. I'm sure that Chyna is there to greet her friend Lucy at the bridge, where they can play together with no pain or problems. Much love to you, and Ginger :YMHUG: :YMHUG: :YMHUG: . Let me know if I can do anything for you. Fly free, sweet Lucy rb_icon
 
Mariko, my sincerest condolences. Fly fee and land softly sweet Lucy. wings_cat
 
(((Mariko)))
What a beautiful life you and Lucy had together. So glad you had these last five days together, and she had a peaceful crossing at home.
Fly free sweet Lucy. Lots of hugs and prayers from us.
 
(((Mariko))) I am so sorry for your loss, but glad Lucy's final hours were so peaceful. You two were the perfect pair. My heart cries for you. It is just so darn hard, even when we know it is time. ♥
 
{{{{{MARIKO}}}}}

There are absolutely no words to describe what you went through yesterday, and what you're going through today. We have all been there at some point in our lives, and we'll be there again the future. You gave Lucy the very best gift any human could possibly give their kitties and that's freedom from pain, and suffering. She will be eternally grateful for the love and care that you gave her during her life on this earth. She couldn't have asked for a better Mama Bean to care for her, and there was a reason why you 2 were brought together.

You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

Fly free, sweet, beautiful Lucy, and land softly.
 
Fly free Lucy. We will all miss you.

hugs to you Mariko. You have handled all of Lucy's health issues with such compassion, grace, and dignity for your girl. She will be eternally grateful to you for it all. May all the memories of Lucy be a comfort to you.
 

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(((Mariko))) I am so sorry for your loss. I know that Lucy passed feeling wrapped in the warmth of your love, and that the love the two of you had for each other lives on. I am praying that your memories of her give you comfort in the days ahead.
 
(((Mariko))) I'm sorry it was time to let sweet Lucy go. I think all our sugar babies have their own little club at the Rainbow Bridge where they gather and share their stories of our care. From the first panicky ear pokey until our farewell. Lucy has some awesome company to share, until you meet again.

May the meadows at the bridge provide you many bugs to chase Lucy and give Izzy a head bump for me.
 
Fly Free Sweet Lucy! Lucy is at peace and waiting and watching over you at the Bridge. Be at peace in your heart, knowing you gave her the greatest and most difficult gift you could.

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Dear (((((Mariko))))),

The Rainbow Bridge has a very beautiful new resident. Lucy's star glowed in the heavens last night as her spirit soared. We are so glad that your girl had a peaceful crossing and that both of you were comforted in those farewell moments by your great love for each other. We pray that the days ahead will be peaceful for you as you remember Lucy and hold Ginger close. Lucy will be never be far away, for she is in her special spot in your heart, waiting until you meet again. Fly free, Sweet Lucy! wings_cat

In deepest sympathy,

Ella & Edward, Rusty, and Stu (GA)
 
I'm so sorry to hear that Lucy has moved on to the Rainbow Bridge. rb_icon I'm glad to hear it was a peaceful passing. With much love and hugs and even a treat before hand.

So many hugs to you. :YMHUG: :YMHUG: :YMHUG: So sorry for your loss.

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(((((Mariko and Ginger))))) We've Been thinking about you two all day, just wondering how you're doing. It's been such a rough couple of weeks, it would be natural to feel a big letdown, just wanted to say your LL family is here for you if you should need support. Keeping the spirit and memories of Lucy, you and Ginger in our thoughts and prayers! :YMHUG: :YMHUG:
 
Hi Sweetie,

Lucy is with you in spirit, offering you her little cup of cream. Peace be with you. My Simmie is by your side and I believe Lucy is telling him how to behave as he is adapting to his situation. You have been an amazing mom. Try to sleep. You will need it. Me and Simmie love you. I don't know how this happens between strangers but it is real, and honest.

Much love and a big hug. Lydette, Simmie and the rest of the furbabies.
 
Thank you very much, everyone, for your kind words, pictures, hugs and vines.
Thank you so much for thinking about us.

The best way to describe how I'm doing is that I'm "functioning".
I'm OK as long as I keep my mind busy with every day stuff, work and chores, and there are plenty of those as I dropped everything on Wednesday with no preparation.
I know I have to let myself "grieve", but I haven't been able to do that. Too afraid I'd stop "functioning".
It's almost like I'm pretending she's still here.
Whenever I think about her since she passed yesterday, I think about our love filled last few days, and it comforts me.
But beyond that I can't really think. I can't think how she's no longer here with me physically. I haven't been able to let that sink in yet, so I haven't cried much since yesterday.
I haven't put any on her stuff away yet. I only put away the extra box I put in front of her ottoman because I didn't want Ginger to get in a habit of using it.
I started throwing away the pee pad I put on the ottoman (not because she was peeing on herself but because she sometimes had poopy bum), but I couldn't do that.
She spent her last few days on that pee pad, so it smelled like Lucy, and I couldn't throw it away. I just put it back on the ottoman. So silly.
But I can't really go smell it either. Such strange feelings.

Maybe soon, I can properly grieve.
I hope so because I do feel that I need to do that.
Maybe it's the mind's defensive mechanism to protect me from too much pain.

Ginger is doing OK.
She's still a bit too quiet for her, but she's eating really well.
She's now too used to spending time by herself in the spare bedroom.
I do my best to let her know that I'm all hers now and I'd be so happy to spend more time with her, but she's sort of unsure.
She gets excited when I go to her to pet her, but she's not sure about following me around asking for attention like she used to before Lucy got sick.
I think it will come. Ginger always has had amazing abilities to adjust to changes really well.

I think I will need some more time to be able to do a tribute for Lucy, but I'd really like to do that when I'm ready.
And I will need a little more time to be able to visit your condo and thank you all individually, but in the meantime please know that I am so immensely grateful to you all for your love and friendship.
 
(Mariko) I'm sending more love and :YMHUG: :YMHUG: It's time to take care of you and Ginger now. You are grieving, just perhaps not like you thought you would. So is Ginger even though she might not be acting like it. Having Lucy's things around is good for both of you I think. More hugs.
 
Dear Mariko, Papaya and I haven't been on the board for ages, but someone messaged me the news and I wanted to stop by to check on you. I'm so sorry you had to let Lucy go. I'm glad she had you to look after her and finger feed her and love her every moment. May the memories of the special bond you shared be with you forever.

I am just heading out the door (or will be as soon as I extricate Papaya from under the couch, who told her there was about to be a car trip??) for the usual summer weeks at my parents', but I will check in again in the next day or two. Please know that I'm thinking of you. {{{Mariko}}}}}
 
Mariko, I am so sorry for your loss. Sending you comforting thoughts and prayers.

Fly free sweet Lucy. You will be missed and remembered always.
 
(((Mariko)))

Don't worry about visiting condos. Just take care of you and Ginger and know we are always your family and here for you when you are ready.
 
I am so sorry for your loss of your sweet Lucy. I'm glad Lucy had such a peaceful passing and you were able to spend bonding time with her before.

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(((Mariko)))
 
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