I am so sorry. Fly free sweet KT.
On angel wings, soar high and wide and land softly.
I know Maui is waiting for you and has a lovely uniform, err outfit with your name on it and I can only imagine the job she has in mind for you to do. Humor her OK, wear the outfit and pretend to do the job.
You are much loved and will be sorely missed. When you can, send your mama a sign that you are now whole, healed and doing well.