God Bless all the members of the FDMB--It was an answered prayer that I found such a wonderfully compassionate group of cat owners/lovers. My Junior is just shy of 9 years and the day I found him I wasn't sure he would make it home. I have a weak heart when it comes to any four legged friend found alone on the streets, and Junior was stranded in the middle of the road on my way to work. I couldn't take my eyes off of him and my plan to pull the car over and quickly whisk him out of harms way was stopped short when he was hit by a van. He was tossed onto the sidewalk and surprisingly bolted into a neighboring yard. We took him for a full exam and other than being covered in fleas, dehydrated and malnurished; he didn't have a scratch on him. My miracle kitty came home and joined his three brothers (also three other rescued strays) Bandit, Smokey and Bryce. He didn't take well to people, other than myself, or his brothers. But he quickly formed a bond with Bandit that keeps the two of them together always. He still runs from strangers and at the sound of any loud noise or a quick movement he vanishes. His comfort, like so many people including myself, has been food. He retreats to the kitty room and scarfs down food when nervous. He lives for his morning wet food treat. (Smokey had a horrible fight for his life in 2005 from hypatic lipidosis (spelling?) caused by crystals in his urine setting him into the horrible death spiral--but we nursed him back to health with treatments and tube feedings then he took to wet food in the mornings and started eating solids quickly after that so when he got food in the am so did the other boys, and it has stuck ever since--happy to say since 2007 Smokey is FANTASTIC) So needless to say I allowed poor little Junior to become overweight, but with so many anxieties in his life I couldn't stand to deprive him of his coping mechanism of eating to make him feel better!
So when Junior starting looking like he was loosing weight I was worried. At first I thought it was due to our new house--we live in a larger house now and he has had fun playing and running in a more cat friendly enviroment. Lots of toys and cat trees galore in most of the rooms. But when he started drinking more and urinating more I knew what was going on. At a weight loss of of almost 8 pounds and a blood glucose reading of 400 we had our answer when we went to the vet last week.
I have found comfort with the FDMB because last night I had my first breakdown. I left the vet with so many questions and he was wonderful--we talked for almost an hour after closing about ALL the options and I told him I couldn't make any decision without doing research. So after I sat and sobbed my eyes out in the hallway last night, crouched down on the floor holding and petting my little Junior, I made him a promise to not be held back by fear and get proactive about finding the RIGHT answer and RIGHT treatment for him, and for me too.
Here are some current details:
1. Eating--no problem, he loves his fancy feast in the am (5:30 every morning I take one can and split it four ways and feed all the boys in the kitty room)
2. Drinking-Junior loves water, when Smokey was recovering we were told to put water everywhere--that kitties who suffered with crystals are better to have more water available for them so we have a dish in every room and he will drink at any chance he can get)
3. Sleeping--no more than normal, not lethargic at all
4. Attitude--my instincts tell me he knows he is sick and knows he wants help because he is very, very loving and was even very friendly with a family friend who was here to visit for a few days (normally he is a ghost when we have company but he was everywhere we all were everytime)
5. Aggression--he is more aggressive towards the other cats, he has made Bryce a target since he was the newest to join the family (he actually has been with us for 6 years but we moved him inside 2 years ago when we moved and Junior was not that close with Bryce but never gave him trouble until it seems he started getting sick and now he can't tolerate anything from him he will hiss or charge him if he comes too close and the other boys seem to get on his nerves a bit more than they normally would and he doesn't seem to be in a playful mood but a pissed off mood with them quickly-but he is never aggressive with us, he just wants love and cuddles)
6. Urinating--he of course urinates as much as he drinks, we are going through litter so quickly and I am now changing his favorite little box twice a day now AND THE BAD he is not making it to the litter box every time now, this just started this week. He urinated on the bed where he was sleeping, he urinated outside the box twice and urinated on the carpet in the hall. We decided today, after taking the down comforter to the dry cleaners for a $40 cleaning that we would keep him in the kitty room when we couldn't observe him, and that is breaking my heart. probably the hardest part right now but he loves that room and has fun sleeping on his favorite cat tree.
So tonight I sit typing this while Junior sleeps in the kitty room and so many many questions go through my mind.
Start with diet treatment? (everyone currently eats Hills C/D since Smokey got sick and the 1/4 can of fancy feast in the am for each kitty)
Start with insulin right away? (my HUGE fear is cost, both my husband and I are lucky to still have our jobs but we have taken together a 30% pay reduction and money is very tight right now)
Hospitalize to regulate? The vet didn't think he was in a huge danger right this moment, he said from the bloodwork the only thing that was off was the BG reading and that 'all majors organs' were working fine, he said if it wasn't for the BG reading he would say Junior was in great shape. Junior doesn't look sick to anyone who had not seen him before but if you knew how plump he looked before you could take one look and know he was sick by the weight loss.
OK and the one question that is stressing me most is that we are leaving for a 2 1/2 week vacation on the 26th of this month and I am so worried to leave with him in this condition, if I start treatment how can I take care of his treatment when I am gone, if I don't start treatment and he gets so bad that ketones build up and he dies alone without me at home.
I am sorry this post is more in a rambling format, but I realized the more I type the more tears start to form and at this point I am crying because I am so lost, scared and unsure what to do...but I have hope now because I KNOW I have all of the support I could ever need here.
Looking forward to making new friends and finding some comfort on the FDMB.
God Bless
So when Junior starting looking like he was loosing weight I was worried. At first I thought it was due to our new house--we live in a larger house now and he has had fun playing and running in a more cat friendly enviroment. Lots of toys and cat trees galore in most of the rooms. But when he started drinking more and urinating more I knew what was going on. At a weight loss of of almost 8 pounds and a blood glucose reading of 400 we had our answer when we went to the vet last week.
I have found comfort with the FDMB because last night I had my first breakdown. I left the vet with so many questions and he was wonderful--we talked for almost an hour after closing about ALL the options and I told him I couldn't make any decision without doing research. So after I sat and sobbed my eyes out in the hallway last night, crouched down on the floor holding and petting my little Junior, I made him a promise to not be held back by fear and get proactive about finding the RIGHT answer and RIGHT treatment for him, and for me too.
Here are some current details:
1. Eating--no problem, he loves his fancy feast in the am (5:30 every morning I take one can and split it four ways and feed all the boys in the kitty room)
2. Drinking-Junior loves water, when Smokey was recovering we were told to put water everywhere--that kitties who suffered with crystals are better to have more water available for them so we have a dish in every room and he will drink at any chance he can get)
3. Sleeping--no more than normal, not lethargic at all
4. Attitude--my instincts tell me he knows he is sick and knows he wants help because he is very, very loving and was even very friendly with a family friend who was here to visit for a few days (normally he is a ghost when we have company but he was everywhere we all were everytime)
5. Aggression--he is more aggressive towards the other cats, he has made Bryce a target since he was the newest to join the family (he actually has been with us for 6 years but we moved him inside 2 years ago when we moved and Junior was not that close with Bryce but never gave him trouble until it seems he started getting sick and now he can't tolerate anything from him he will hiss or charge him if he comes too close and the other boys seem to get on his nerves a bit more than they normally would and he doesn't seem to be in a playful mood but a pissed off mood with them quickly-but he is never aggressive with us, he just wants love and cuddles)
6. Urinating--he of course urinates as much as he drinks, we are going through litter so quickly and I am now changing his favorite little box twice a day now AND THE BAD he is not making it to the litter box every time now, this just started this week. He urinated on the bed where he was sleeping, he urinated outside the box twice and urinated on the carpet in the hall. We decided today, after taking the down comforter to the dry cleaners for a $40 cleaning that we would keep him in the kitty room when we couldn't observe him, and that is breaking my heart. probably the hardest part right now but he loves that room and has fun sleeping on his favorite cat tree.
So tonight I sit typing this while Junior sleeps in the kitty room and so many many questions go through my mind.
Start with diet treatment? (everyone currently eats Hills C/D since Smokey got sick and the 1/4 can of fancy feast in the am for each kitty)
Start with insulin right away? (my HUGE fear is cost, both my husband and I are lucky to still have our jobs but we have taken together a 30% pay reduction and money is very tight right now)
Hospitalize to regulate? The vet didn't think he was in a huge danger right this moment, he said from the bloodwork the only thing that was off was the BG reading and that 'all majors organs' were working fine, he said if it wasn't for the BG reading he would say Junior was in great shape. Junior doesn't look sick to anyone who had not seen him before but if you knew how plump he looked before you could take one look and know he was sick by the weight loss.
OK and the one question that is stressing me most is that we are leaving for a 2 1/2 week vacation on the 26th of this month and I am so worried to leave with him in this condition, if I start treatment how can I take care of his treatment when I am gone, if I don't start treatment and he gets so bad that ketones build up and he dies alone without me at home.
I am sorry this post is more in a rambling format, but I realized the more I type the more tears start to form and at this point I am crying because I am so lost, scared and unsure what to do...but I have hope now because I KNOW I have all of the support I could ever need here.
Looking forward to making new friends and finding some comfort on the FDMB.
God Bless