Fever--Suzie has Gone Ahead

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THANK YOU so much for sharing that. it is amazing. i have a book here some where that i bought a long time ago when my first cat died. we spent 21 years together lady and i. i think you would enjoy it i also think the author would like to hear you story so when i find it i WILL POST the title here.

sorry for the bad typing. I was unloading 360 pounds of scrap medal yesterday and cut off the tip of a finger. not a big deal but kind of hard to type. all these guys were unloading also so i wasn't going to stop and look like a sissy. i was the only girl, well woman.

i still come home and put five plates out. i miss suzie so much. she was sick for a few years. even when venitia came up i think i knew in my heart she was going to be gone soon. i can blame a lot of things dr jones, the antibitoc but she was very sick. she was really sick when i found her many years ago. my little feral bottle baby. she always had problems. the diabetes was just something new to all the rest. she had the hyperthyriod and high blood pressure for a few years. along with a few other things. it just doesn't seem fair. seems she got the raw end of the stick. yet i know it could have been so much worse as i see the awful things that happen to ferals and unwanted cats.

I also wonder if some how she knew i just didn't know how much longer I COULD do it. keeping her alive was expensive but worth every penny by then end though i had tapped all the resources. bewteen her and missy. another cat i lost not to long ago from cancer.

thank you so much for that wonderful story. it does help. i wonder if anyone else has similiar experiences.
 
Dearest Tracey,

traceyg said:
thank you since I no longer have a diabetic cat (AT LEAST that I know of) I feel a little strange posting here but i have notice just like on the fip threads this form is so much more then diabetes. . .

You have much to give and much to teach us all... We are a family.

Much love and countless gentle hugs,
Deb and Nikki -- and, Giz, forever whispering in my heart...
 
it is a week today that my dear sweet suzie is gone . . . . at this time last week she only had a few hours left of life. . . i really do miss her. . .
 
Hopefully someone will check in here. I started a thread on what happens to a pet after they die on one of the other message boards here the title was grief. I have been trying to find it again for two days. the forum isn't very active but I thought what the hang. Perhaps I am going nuts I can't find it. anyone know how to get to it. thanks
 
tracy i saw it a few days ago..let me see if i can find it and link it for you
 
Thank you I have been trying to find the link for I think three days now. For a minute I thought I was losing my mind. It still breaks my heart that Suzie is gone but I know she was one of the lucky ones. Not sure if in the end the choices I made were right or wrong. I am still beating myself up about that. However dealing with feral cats the way I do I can tell you that I have held to many in my arms that have died horrible deaths after having a pretty rough time of a life in the city. I would really like to know where they all go. Especially the ferals. After such a rough life I would hope if there is any mercy in the world for these creatures that there would be a heaven.

Suzie died young at nine but she was spared a horrible death much earlier in life by being one of the lucky ones that found someone and found someone that could give her a home.

Sometimes with the ferals I wonder what kind of good and merciful "God" could leave something so innocent have so much pain. I also wondered about that all the years I was a child and youth advocate. . . but that is another story . . .

Anyway thanks for directing me to the link. I really would love to know where my sweet, wonderful Suzie is. . . does she know I still love her. That a memory is not enough . . . that I missy holding her and miss seeing her sitting at my feet while I type but most of all I miss the feathers. . .
 
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