Dear Terri, and, of course, you too, sweet Lilly,
Larry's right. Fur shots happen. And, there are no excuses or apologies necessary.
The thing to remember about fur shots is this. Never shoot an extra dose, okay? Why? You just don't know how much got into Lilly and how much was on her coat. You just ride it out and start fresh again tomorrow!
Been there, done that, beat my head against the wall, realized cats jiggle when we least expect or want them to...
It's a dance, dear Terri. My humble suggestion from the sugar trenches is to simply sway with the bamboo and start again tomorrow.
Okay, if you're really, really feeling nuts like I was with Giz, take Lilly's used syringe and start practicing shooting on a hot pad. You know, like the ones you use to pick up a hot pot. Fold it so it resembles Lilly's scruff and shoot the crap out of it! You will find yourself developing a swift, smooth shooting action. In my case, with Giz, it also added not gagging or being terrified. Someone lovely here suggested I practice on oranges, but I kept eating them...
Whatever your choice, Terri, you will find what works for you. That's really all that you and Lilly need.
I have confidence in you when you don't. Why? Because wondrous people here had confidence in me when I didn't.
Welcome to the place you never wanted to be; but, are already blessed to have found!
Love and encouraging hugs,
Deb and Nikki -- and, Giz, who had so much love and confidence in me, she taught me to have confidence in myself... And, then she sent me Nikki!