Pepper & Kim
Member Since 2017
Hi Everybody, I have started a new as the other one was getting pretty long.
I am very ashamed about what I am about to ask as I know it will be frowned upon by the members here....but here goes. I am supposed to do a curve for Pepper next Wednesday and I honestly just cannot fathom in my wildest dreams any kind of miracle that could happen between now & then that would enable me to do this.
This is only day 2 of Pepper's insulin & testing but the worry over it all has become all consuming and the few tests & shots that have been done, despite the wonderful support here and the amazing help from my B/F have all been a terrible & horrific ordeal. I had a full blown panic attack last night when I tried to test...I was trembling & practically hyperventilating so Ron had to test & give the shot! Being this impaired with anxiety, I just can't
conceivably imagine being able to test her every 1hr or 2 hrs (the vet didn't even say) on a day that Ron is at work. I love Pepper more that anyone could possibly love anybody or anything, but how bad would it be if I have to do the curve at the Vet? I know it will be a big expense and the results will not be as good because her stress in that environment, but I am seriously doubting my ability to do it. Every one drop of blood that I have barely managed to get from her ear has been an absolutely horrendous experience, feels like a fluke and it takes hours to calm down afterwards & not long before I am dreading the next one.
Has anyone done the curve at the vet? And how bad of a cat Mum am I if I have to opt for this?
I am very ashamed about what I am about to ask as I know it will be frowned upon by the members here....but here goes. I am supposed to do a curve for Pepper next Wednesday and I honestly just cannot fathom in my wildest dreams any kind of miracle that could happen between now & then that would enable me to do this.
This is only day 2 of Pepper's insulin & testing but the worry over it all has become all consuming and the few tests & shots that have been done, despite the wonderful support here and the amazing help from my B/F have all been a terrible & horrific ordeal. I had a full blown panic attack last night when I tried to test...I was trembling & practically hyperventilating so Ron had to test & give the shot! Being this impaired with anxiety, I just can't
conceivably imagine being able to test her every 1hr or 2 hrs (the vet didn't even say) on a day that Ron is at work. I love Pepper more that anyone could possibly love anybody or anything, but how bad would it be if I have to do the curve at the Vet? I know it will be a big expense and the results will not be as good because her stress in that environment, but I am seriously doubting my ability to do it. Every one drop of blood that I have barely managed to get from her ear has been an absolutely horrendous experience, feels like a fluke and it takes hours to calm down afterwards & not long before I am dreading the next one.
Has anyone done the curve at the vet? And how bad of a cat Mum am I if I have to opt for this?
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