A Story Of Hope

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Hello to All -

First, my heartfelt condolences to family here who've lost their furrs since I last visited. It's so hard and my thoughts are with you.

Secondly, congratulations to all those who've achieved residence at The Falls. May your stay there be a long and healthy one.

I didn't think I'd be returning to the board with anything but to post news that the unthinkable has happened to my beloved Pirate Fitz. Instead, I'm here because miracles must be celebrated - even the small ones. Or perhaps, especially the small ones.

It's been almost two weeks since Fitzel has thrown HI and over 500 numbers. In fact, her numbers have joyously settled down into the 200's and 300's. I never thought I'd say that those numbers were God-sent, but never has morphed into a relative term. And, she's holding steady at 6.5 lbs. Down from her normal (used to be normal) 8lbs, but she hasn't lost any weight in the last two weeks either. I could feel it when I held her, but finally had to use the scale to be sure.

The Pirate's appy is fine, but she still cries lots because she's hungry from not digesting her food properly. I pretty much free feed her (much to the joy of our other babies who think free feeding is pretty cool) and she dives into whatever is in front of her.

She's still throwing up, but now it's not an every day occurrence. More like twice a week.

The vet can't explain this. All the Pirate's tests and her previous weight and fluid loss (the fluid from throwing up so much) told a bleak tale with the ending rushing our way.

Well, maybe the Vet can't explain it, but I've got a good idea - I believe all your prayers, which you so generously sent our way, added to our own, have given us this unexpected extra time to be together. Where I thought I'd be without my precious girl by Spring it now looks like maybe we'll be bringing in the greening season together. Each day is a gift. Each moment, cherished.

My brain cautions me to stay in the present, enjoy this amazing time, but don't believe this is anything more than a calm in the storm. But my heart is soaring with hope. Hope that Pirate Fitzel will make it to her 13th birthday - May 1.

She's on my lap right now. Curled up sort of on her back so I can scritchel her belly in between typing here. Her head is pressed firmly into mommy's tummy and I can feel the rhythm of her breathing. One of her paws is hooked over her nose, covering her left eye. The other eye squints and blinks at me, but I'm not fooled. She's sound asleep.

I'm so grateful to each and every one of you for your prayers for my Pirate. I know I'm terrible at answering everyone's heartfelt messages, but I printed them out and they are on my nightstand to be read often.

Hope lives. Day by day it can shine like the sun.

Right now, it's shining on us.

blessings to all;

Shai and The Pirate Fitz
 
Beautiful and inspiring. Thank you for sharing, and many prayers that you enjoy many, many more seasons with sweet Fitz.
 
I have wondered how Fitz and you were doing and was hesitant to even send a PM. Thank you so much for providing an update. Please know that you and Fitz are frequently in my thoughts. Sending many, many vines and heartfelt good wishes.
 
What a great post. We're very happy that Pirate Fitz made a turn around and is doing so much better.
 
Shai, this is such good news. Lots more healing vines and energy heading out to the Pirate this morning. Keep on enjoying each day. My DH is fond of saying that as long as we are here, every day is a good day.

Hugs and scritches,

Ella & Rusty
 
Funny how the universe delivers. I was just thinking about the two of you last night and took an extra moment to say an extra prayer for the both of you, and here you are on the board...crazy
I am so glad to hear of the good news, I couldnt agree more about celebrating miracals, especially the small ones. I also believe that our prayers as well as yours have made a difference but I give most of the credit to Fitz and your love for her, her love for you is the drive that keeps her going, animals unlike us know when to let go and they don't have the hang ups us beans have when it comes to transitioning. She's sticking it out to be with you. As i write this I have lil Ruben on my lap in almost the exact position Fitz was. I try to see them both in good health, Ruben and Fitz. Thank you so much for sharing this story. For none of us , fur babies and human alike, tomorrow is never promised and it's important to stay present and in the moment, and at this moment I look at Ruben and moved to tears by my intence love for him.Thank you for reminding me to take this moment. Sending you all the love possible through the universe and peaceful comforting vines to Fitz.
Everything is going to be okay, reguarless of what tomorrow brings b/c we have now. What a gift.
 
(((Shai)))

Thank you for sharing this with us; it is important to take pause to celebrate the triumphs and joys in life and to reflect on the positive moments we are blessed with. Your love for Fitz resonates deeply with me, and I'm sure with many others, who know how precious every moment with our furkids is. I do hope that you will spend many more seasons together with your beloved pirate.

May 1st is my boy's birthday also, so I look forward to a joint celebration. Pirate themed par-tay, anyone?
 
((((Shai and Judith))))
always good to stop and count our blessings. I have still been praying for you thruout.
I was just thinking about when we'd get an update on sunday and here you are.
Will continue prayers for you and Fitzel to continue improving.
Looking forward to that 13th birthday.

Rhiannon
 
I have seen both slippery elm and aloe vera juice described as useful with GI tract disturbances. I believe the slippery elm instructions are available at Tanya's Feline CRF web site.

It may just make her more comfortable, but that is good too.
 
Thank you for the update on Shai! :-D :-D It is so good to hear of even the smallest successes and this one is so much more. Scritches to the Pirate and hugs to you!
 
((Shai)) so happy to see such a positive update! I have been thinking of you guys and hoping all was ok. Please know I am here for you whenever you need anything. Hold close to all the wonderful moments you have together. We will keep praying! Take care!
 
On this Sunday, St. Patty's Day, wearing her finest Green Piratical Outfit, Pirate Fitz wishes to express her deepest gratitude and thank yous to all who relayed their love, hellos, avasts and best wishes.

Much love to: Jane, Amy, Sienne, Michelle & Mannie, Wendy, Angela, Ann and Maggie11, Frosty, Liz, Ella, Peter, RuebentheCat, Courtney, Rhiannon, Ann & Tess, Michelle & Scrabble.

Each and every post you sent is on my Mama Bean's nightstand. She reads your well wishes to me every night before I curl next to her and purr her to sleep. (using my piratical arrrrgggghhhh when that pesky baby Amma gets too close to my special spot). Each day I try my best to ease my Mama Bean's worries and fears about and for me. I try to show her I'm a tough little tortie calico and I won't leave her side a moment before I have to. I want to thank you so much for helping me, help my Mama Bean. Everything to it's own time. And all is well. Really.

Highest love to FDMB - and all the brave souls gathered here - feline and their humans - all is well. Really.

Shai and the Pirate Fitz
 
((((Shai))))

A couple of us were just discussing the fact that we hadn't heard from you lately. I am so happy to read this condo today. I am certain that the love you have for Fitz also makes her strong.

We're continuing to send healing vines and prayers for her...and you.
 
I was scanning back through archives and wondered where you guys had gone. I am happy to hear your story and that Fitz is doing much better. Your description of Fitz in your lap as you typed bring a smile to my face. I hope you all continue to do well.
 
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