5/26/13 Xuxu is gone

Status
Not open for further replies.

DebH

Member
We lost Xuxu last Monday. The crash was too deep, I couldn't overcome it in time. He'd been stable for about 3 weeks but then something changed physiologically again. He crashed on Fri, Sat and Sunday. The amounts the previous weeks were suddenly too much and I reduced it each day. He was still going back up to 750 within 12 hours, so he wasn't reverting. It was hard on him, he was clearly tired, not bouncing back as usual. It was horrible to hold him while he died, having seizures. I kept trying to get karo down him, and I'm sure I aspirated some with his thrashing around. On a holiday, the emergency room was the only thing open. But it was 30 minutes away and I knew that he would either be better or dead before we got there so I didn't even try to go. But if I'd known he'd go this way, I probably would have put him to sleep earlier. My vet says that seizures don't really cause pain, but it's hard to believe that he wasn't in hurting.

The Virginia State Lab is just an hour away and they do a complete necropsy, including brain, for $160 with histopathology. My vet talked with them and they were very interested in Xuxu's case. They usually get farm animals, rarely pets. If it was insulinoma, then the director wants to write it up for a vet journal. I've certainly got all the background information, BG, blood tests, ultrasound documented for them. It was hard to let him go, we won't get the body back. We usually bury them in the woods at the back of our property and plant some flowering perennial or bulb over the grave. But that is for us, not him.

I'l post the results when I get them, they said it would be 3-4 weeks.

Thanks everyone for all your support and information. I coudln't have given him the last months I had without you. He had been a rescue from a breeder, a caged mail (but a big cage). At least we were able to give him 8 months as a loved pet.
 
Oh Deb, I am so sorry to hear this. You tried everything to keep him stable; I know how hard you worked to figure out a dose that would work. You certainly can be assured that you gave it your all and that he could not have a more caring, more loving person to be his mom. He knew how much he was loved and now he is pain and worry free.
 
Tears flowing to learn that XuXu is gone. So sorry to hear this.

Fly free little one. You have earned your wings. wings_cat

You loved him and made a gigantic difference in his life. You will hold him in your heart forever.
 
I am so sorry for your loss. The pain is the price we pay for loving so much. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
:YMHUG:
 
Deb,
I'm SO SO sorry it was XuXu's time to cross. You both fought together so hard to overcome whatever was going on. Please remember - he's not gone, you just have to hug him differently.

Fly free sweet baby - you ARE so loved!
 
Truly heart breaking. So sorry you had to go through that :YMHUG:

Fly high & free XUXU!
wings_cat

Jenn & Baxter
o:-)
 
My heart aches for you! Fly free little XuXu and land softly. So many are at the bridge that will greet you with lots of little loving kisses. wings_cat
Hugs for you too! :cry:
 
{{{Deb}}}

I'm so sad to see this. I know how hard you tried to find a solution for him.

Could they not cremate the remains when they are through and return those?
 
:YMHUG: :YMHUG: :YMHUG: Deb & Family :YMHUG: :YMHUG: :YMHUG: I am truly so sorry dear; what a wonderful, huge, loving difference you made in Xuu's lifeX. Fly free, sweet XuXu wings_cat
 
:YMHUG:

So sorry to hear. I am sure you made a hugely positive difference in his life while he was with you.
It is really so kind and generous of you and your family to make the decision to let his body go on to help other cats and their carers, especially during this time of grief.

His spirit will always be free now.

Thinking of you xo
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Back
Top