Re: 3/11 KiKi AMPS 282 +3 420 ~~WHAT HAPPENED?
Donna,
The best advice I can give you right at this very minute, and before you drive yourself stark raving mad, is this:
Look at Kiki.
How's Kiki doing? Happy? Eating? Pooping? Purring? Playing? What?
Put the numbers up on some HIGH top shelf for a little bit, look to the kitty to find out how things are going.
I'll tell you a little story, how I used to feel not too long ago.
I was always trying to dissect Shadoe's ss, looking for patterns, looking for where I messed up and where something needed to be fixed. I wondered if she was responding, and how come not like other kitties, and what could I do, what could I do. Well, while I was looking at numbers and data, I was completely missing the kitty! I wasn't paying close attention to how she was acting after her shots, how and when she was eating and how her old habits were returning.
I started to put the cat before the numbers. The numbers will come. Look for Kiki's coat to look better over time, listen for more contented purring, look for a good appetite, not a ravenous one, look to good LB action, and that is all that should matter to you. The numbers will come along when it suits Kiki, not you. Sure, you may want your baby better, like yesterday, but it won't work like that. Together, the two of you will just keep chipping away at it, and small step by step, Kiki will come back to the old Kiki. And it may be so slow that one day, something will catch your eye and you will think Hey! Kiki used to do that all the time.... before!
It will be at that point when you will know that this slow process is working. Then, you better look out! Kiki will have decided to 'get it', and you will find yourself on the express to OTJ! It's happened, so just take it a day at a time.
It will come, in time, so slow down to Kiki speed and just enjoy spending time with Kiki. :smile: