Thanks for all the trouble you went through for me. Sorry I'm not trying to be a pain in your arse. I will think it over longer. I can't give her to just anyone. I don't know what to do. It's not just about me. My son, who has autism and depression is very upset about Rosie leaving us in any way. He can't understand what I'm going through either physcially or emotionally, or how I worry that I'm failing Rosie everyday.