1/20 Latte AMPS-223, PMPS-215

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Latte ate some kibble overnight, for the first time in a long time. She even went back to eating some after I woke and was getting her shot ready. This was a relief. Based on that, and not having any calls for work by shot time I gave her full dose. Generally (But not always-*antijinx*), she will not eat on her own/no prodding if she is nauseated enough to maybe throw up.

It's been a hard several days, as I see her having more bad or so-so days than good. I get pretty anxious and depressed when this happens because I do realize how limited our time is becoming. So many things are going wierd with her body - the choking, breathing strange, back leg weakness, not eating/vomiting despite pred, etc. I told her last night I was doing the best I could, but at some point her body would just wear out no matter what. I like to tell her often how brave she is. :mrgreen: We moved on to a more light hearted subject at that point, as I reminded her of how she used to fetch paper wads when I threw them down the stairs. Or, randomly bolt from one room to another so she could chase the imaginary creature up the wall. :lol: She is much too sophisticated for those kind of games now days!

Cassandra and Sasha said:
My only worry is that I know how much the high numbers bother you too, and it is a very difficult balance. That would be my only reason to suggest inching the dose down slowly and giving it a few days at each level until you found the right dose rather than taking a full 0.25u off the top.
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As I said, she has made such great improvements - even on the same dose for what seems like forever! I dont know if its her lack of eating, or something magical happening in the pred cycle. But now we are seeing GREEN at times. Though I prefer not to have to resort to putting karo on her gums because she goes to low and is not eating/vomiting, I AM okay with the possibility *if* I know I will be home to monitor her. It's when I know I will not be around that makes me nervous. And no, I dont want her to go to high either, because of the greater risk of infection. I do like the idea of reducing LESS than .25. Today we will go with normal and tomorrow, based on what is going on I will decide what is best at that point. I really just wanted some feedback as to what I should do. I know Latte cannot be the only cat who has had these issues. And I cant be the only bean who has had concerns with insulin and a non-eating/vomiting cat.

We have an appt with her specialist on Monday. Im hoping he can shed some light on her overall situation, without saying there is nothing we can do unless a zillion tests are done. I want to discuss what her comfort level/suffering may be like.

Sorry for the length...and thanks for the late night feedback/support.

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You are so good to and for Latte. I know you want to brainstorm all the possible scenarios but it does seem that just when you are feeling most disheartened, Latte turns around and lets you know she'll be OK. This is one very strong and very resilient and very special kitty.
 
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Just stopping by to say hello...glad to hear that Latte ate some kibble and a little bit of food this morning ....
I just don't know what to say but I'll give you a big hug ((Carolyn)) and tell you that I admire your patience and
dedication. You are doing a wonderful job and your love for Latte shine through your every post..... :YMHUG:
 
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(((Carolyn))) I am so sorry that Latte is going through such a difficult time. You are an inspiration with all the jugging you are doing. I keep Bear's dose less aggressive to try and get more consistently shootable numbers, and BCS or skip as necessary. I know you will find a dose that lets her stay below her RT and feel comfortable, if that's where you would like to see her staying. It is so hard to see your kitty get old and feel ill. I hope you get some good input from the specialist.
 
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(((Carolyn)))
I have no words of wisdom here just some support. I really admire how much you do for Latte. cat_pet_icon
 
....yep. I'm just going to hop on the bandwagon for a sec here.

I've seen first hand all that you do, and sacrifice, and generously give to Latte every moment of everyday. You awe me.

It breaks my heart she's having a rough time of it. And you by extension. When our babies are sick - it's just the worst feeling. She's immensely lucky to have you. She could have no more thoughtful, courageous, loving champion in her corner.

I'm really glad she ate a bit last night and today. And I'm hoping the improvement continues to grow and she once again turns that corner back to feeling good, eating well and playing...or chillin' on the throne - just because she looks good! ;-)

(((((((((Carloynn)))))))))) ((((Latte cat_pet_icon ))))
 
Re: 1/20 Latte AMPS-223

Latte had an odd day, number-wise. BUT, a very good day in all other ways. I would take weird numbers/good day over anything green!!!!!!

She ate almost an entire can of wellness this a.m., and behavior as if she was dropping far and fast. She explored behind her throne, got on the bed to holler, told the pigeons on the neighbors roof where to go, followed me around some, and played with her feather. She even decided she didnt like the catnip mouse in the way where she was walking, so batted it far and kept on going. :lol:
+2- 142 (not the drop she was portraying)

We napped between +4 and +6. I awoke to her sitting under the piano, staring at me. As soon as I opened my eyes she was up and ready to go for round two. She ate about 1/4 can ff, played some more, kicked the mouse to timbuktu and then retreated to her throne.
+4- 148
+6- 108

I had to run out and get some prescriptions and food for her, so checked before I left at +7.5, in case the last drop was kibble clearing and she was going lower. Fully expected at least a surf...nope! Oh well, she has eaten so much today it was bound to make a difference in her BG's.
+7.7- 174
+10.5 - 204

Considered at this point driving her to the vet because he wants a weight on their scale ( to see if there is true weight loss). Have not done it, because she has shown she drops from those visits and she has been low this week in the day. Thought this might bring her down just a tad in case she planned on a big rise by pmps. But, she looked so peaceful and happy, I just couldnt do it. I have a scale at home. I know if she is losing weight or not. Im not going to disturb her just so the vet can see! (at least not today).

Ive decided that its not worth forcing Latte to try and eat dinner at shot time. She has NEVER been one who likes to eat at this time. IF she wants to eat, it would be between 2-4pm and after 8 or 9pm. She has always been this way. But, she likes the babyfood. I went out and bought a bunch more and think for the next week or so I will try giving her some babyfood as a treat after pmps and then let her nap, as she prefers during the dusk hours. Maybe come +2 or +3 she will be more willing to eat what I offer, AND she has had a little food on board with the insulin. We will see how it goes. I know it will at least delay my frustration for a few hrs. ;-)


Sienne and Gabby said:
You are so good to and for Latte. I know you want to brainstorm all the possible scenarios but it does seem that just when you are feeling most disheartened, Latte turns around and lets you know she'll be OK. This is one very strong and very resilient and very special kitty.
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You are right. It's been this way for three years. I dont know why she pulls herself back up, just when I think we cant do this anymore. I mean, its really amazing how well her timing is with this. Almost scary how connected she is to my feelings. After the little talk we had last night about her body not going on forever, blah, blah, blah...she got up , pushed me aside so she could jump off her throne and ate a few bites of kibble. Nothing substantial, but obviously trying to communicate something to me.

My guard is not down yet tonight. But I will be grateful that I was home with her for one of her fabulous days.
 
Re: 1/20 Latte AMPS-223, PMPS-215, +2-250

Well, the only sense I can make out of this is that she read my post last night. She has not eaten THAT much to warrant such a rise. And I dont see a darn reason why she would be bouncing, unless for some reason she took a quick nose dive last night while I was sleeping.

You would think she'd want me to help her and stop acting opposite of everything I write! cat(2)_steam Although I suppose I appreciate her acting opposite when it came to my concerns of her not eating!

As soon as i can get a little more food in her I will call it a save a strip night AND early to bed! :mrgreen:
 
Sounds like ur very pleased with today.

And I'm so glad she is playing! Awesome!!

Good girl Latte! cat_pet_icon
 
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