What I should do is obviously stick to the protocol and wait til the weekend to do a curve and potentially increase. I just hate him being in these numbers. I'm hoping its just a bounce and I won't have to be hasty about pulling the trigger, and just wait til the weekend.
This statement, in your own words, says a lot. If you yourself thought this, then I think you know that you shouldn't increase until the weekend when you're able to do a curve. You
absolutely should not increase without a curve because you don't know what Roo's nadir is (I believe this is even true for TR). Additionally, if you think it's possible that Roo could be bouncing, it is extra dangerous to increase dose in case he clears the bounce while you're at work, and his BG plummets from the increased dose. I understand exactly where you're coming from, I feel I am the same, I hate seeing Mowgli's numbers go so high on a lower dose, but because I, like you can not be home to monitor I am kind of handcuffed to SLGS. If you can't do a curve, I wouldn't do an increase period.
SLGS definitely makes me antsy (as you can probably tell lol) but I don't think my schedule allows for TR. I could switch the shot to earlier but the problem is I don't get home until 6:30-6:45pm on a good day, and often around 7 orr later so I really worry about confidently being able to dose at the same time every evening. I sometimes have the ability to check on Roo during lunch, but if a meeting comes up I have to stay at work.
I am in exactly the same boat, I really want to do TR but I know that with my work schedule that I would only be able to get a +1 in the morning and Mowgli's onset is fairly reliably around +2... I wouldn't know how the insulin would work that day so I wouldn't truly be meeting the requirements of TR. I always think to myself: I have a total TR mindset, handcuffed to SLGS. I try to remind myself that it is better than nothing, and if you look at some of my posts in the beginning I really was the same as you... everyone was reminding me "it's a marathon, not a sprint"
I think if you step back and look at the progress Roo has made in a short amount of time, you ought to be impressed: you are already on such a low dose and he just started, focus on your success

Also, as you gather more data you will be able to modify SLGS so that it works better for Roo. Try having a look at the post that Jill made on my condo the other day where she explained what she thought it would take to make the small modifications to SLGS. She gave me a lot of food for thought that day.
I know I am really lucky that Roo's numbers have never been crazy high (no reds or blacks) and he seems to be responding well to small doses, so I just need to keep that perspective in mind instead of stressing so much!
I agree with you here, you're lucky... but I also can so sympathize with where you're coming from, you are a fierce protective mom for Roo and if you can prevent him from experiencing high numbers you will do everything in your power to achieve it! but you have to be safe about it. Better too high for a week than too low for a minute
Honestly I feel like you are even holding a mirror up to my face... these are my internal struggles all. of. the. time.
Take a deep breath and be patient.. next time it's your turn to talk me off the ledge when I am being hasty with an increase
