Hey Amber,
I can totally relate to Meadow urinating in lousy places! Shadoe did that LOTS before stupid me figured out there was a problem!
Cats are really smart and you know what got me to take her into the vet for testing? She used to pee on the kitchen floor, right where I would stand every morn first thing to make my coffee to start the day!
She knew!
And so does Meadow. The dear is just saying please help me to feel better.
I started on Caninsulin and Shadoe just stayed high and flat and then slowly her 'accidents' started to be less frequent. Sure it took some time, and it got better faster the longer she was on Lantus and the higher we went with her dose - once she was getting closer to the amount of insulin she needed, she started to feel better and act better.
I still get a couple odd 'accidents' just outside the boxes from time to time, but I got a couple of washable big pad with rubberish backs from Petsmart that I lay on the floor just in front of the litter boxes. I also used to set the boxes on top of a rubber boot tray and lots of 'accident's landed in the tray. I am pretty sure others can have some more good ideas you can try to help Meadow until she gets up to her good dose.
My goodness, that SRS at csu? There is NO WAY I could afford that! I don't have that kind of money!
But don't let that bother you because first things first, to have the couple of tests done and see what's happening.
You know that there have been other kitties who have been on a higher dose and they are OTJ. I keep thinking of Randi/Max where he was going up the dosing scale right alongside my Shadoe, then he just broke and down he came. He's OTJ now.
We all know how you feel with troubles seeing any progress or an end to the difficulties, but rest assured, it will come. Where I used to be in tears over wondering if Shadoe would ever come around, now I have to worry that she doesn't eat all of Oliver's food and stops hissing at him and scaring him!
Jill mentioned Fletcher - he's a perfect example of things coming around to the point where no insulin is needed!
My Shadoe is a missy prissy girl but back in October, she was like she forgot all about grooming. My civvie, Booboo, used to clean her. When you feel like crap, who cares about grooming! But watch. That's going to be one of the signs that Meadow is coming around; you will start to see the grooming come back. Maybe not alot at first, but it's something you will see. Now Shadoe cleans herself constantly, I am scared she is going to lick her fur right off!
It will happen, but just like a little boat leaving the shore, the waves are rough along the shoreline but once you're out on the open waters, it's clear smooth sailing. So very many people are here to help you in any way we can.
I hope your curve is going OK today; look forward to seeing the numbers.